The air force. She gently sideways side of the child, tilted her head, a pair of chemotherapy appears to have been swelling because of the eyes looked out the window the sunny day, the sun is gray,UGGs, no longer the golden past. This is not to lose the original golden sun, but swallow the sun in the eyes of lost gold. Yan thought I did not dream has always been fairly good health, in a sudden high fever at that, was diagnosed with acute leukemia. She, like the devil, as I have heard that this terrible disease, in the past she always felt she was too far away from this disease, like another world where the disease, but the day she heard from the doctor's own mouth suffering from acute leukemia, they find that the original end of the world on her side, not just a distant horror legend, but a cruel real, this feeling, so she felt tremendous fear and no support. She is still young, only seventeen years old, she had many dreams did not go to pursue and achieve. She was staring out the window the sunny world, ears ringing with the name of capturing the sounds coming out of the window, who had made her feel frustrated and hate the noise, then all that pleasant to hear her, she would like to a moment to listen to the voice of the world, as if listening to their own little while longer, it will no longer hear. She looked out the window of sunshine and blue sky, suddenly have a desire to live never had a strong desire. If God can not give her the opportunity to re-live once, she must not complain about life, must be strong and happy to live in, even if she had let her live in fear of discrimination, poverty, but the mountains, can not afford to read books and do an ordinary village women, she was also willing to live. She thought of these strange random thoughts, looking at the blue sky, listening to the sounds outside the window, as found in this world is so wonderful like. She said to myself: people can live in such a wonderful healthy world, how happy ah!
Suddenly she heard the intensive care unit, the door was gently pushes open door interrupted by the sound issued Zhi Ya good thing her fantasy thoughts. She had just finished chemotherapy, consciousness and body are very weak, but her consciousness in the dusky came to identify the old woman away, her adoptive mother. Yan feebly toward the old woman came in shouted: Mom.
mother all the way to be a cry, and went to sit bedside with calloused hands pulled Yan been slid down along the chest, called Yan quilt cover not catch a cold, followed by the sound Some strange to say: Majoring in your pro-dad, real mother will come this afternoon. They arrived, and you have to save ... ... she said, could not help but get out from the crumpled dolphin tears in his eyes.
Yan was diagnosed as acute leukemia, the doctor asked to Yan Yan's parents are prepared to do bone marrow transplantation. But when this simple peasant couple that do bone marrow transplant, must be genetically related or genetic match of talent can do, it will gum tree, in the desperation of the situation, two good old man has finally spoken the truth: Yan was not their daughter.
Yan is the father seven years ago, the night with relatives on the way home from picking up occasionally, when the infant, only a written note from Yan date of birth and the hour. In addition, any clue at all. Now to save daughter's life, this simple peasant couple will mobilize all relationships, and go around asking when there were none of the news of a baby girl Diuguo.
After some searched, the two finally found the good old Yan's natural father, who agreed this afternoon to see the birth mother seven years ago was discarded comedown daughter. However, this afternoon, only to have Martin's biological father, biological mother swallow does not yet contacted. Jian Zhao Yan appeared in front of strange men in their own, from the father Zuili that this is her biological father, she can not help but shed tears shouting: at that moment seemed to see the hope of life, she is like a drowning man desperately trying to catch it as the root life-saving straw.
biological father surnamed Wu Yan, Wu saw his wife he lost this year carrying a baby girl, the heart is very complex and contradictory emotions. He did not speak, he does not know how to follow their own Yin Zhong Yan tells. For a time he did not know how to answer this He took his hands from the Yan withdraw his hand, nose and sour the mood was heavy, it did not say a word out of intensive care. Lao Chen Yan's father this morning to find him, he had wanted to Lao Chen to tell the truth, but he did not say it, he wanted to pleasure of seeing firsthand the feelings that make him a huge rift with his wife's that But when he first saw Yan, see Yan, who looks like his eyes, nose, lips, see Yan askew been tortured by the disease swollen sickly, his mood suddenly had to gloat a sin and guilt mixed emotions. He has been lying on the bed looking at his face swollen Yan, my heart many years of suspicion and resentment smoldering suddenly have what look like to be removed, and became empty, and very heavy.
him in the hallway of the following from the Lao Chen said: I also want to help her, but she is not my daughter.
silly Lao Chen a sudden, they eagerly asked: Why? This is how this is going!
Yan Wu put his suspect the reason was not his daughter and the doctor to Lao Chen said.
old she was born Yan, Wu is due to fight with people serving sentences in prison, he suspected Martin was with his wife while serving his sentence in his wild man born illegitimate daughter. Hou Sisuo
a moment to listen to your doctor and asked his wife Wu can not be called to the hospital.
Wu said he did not know where his wife now. A few months ago he had a fight with his wife after an he never saw his wife.
anxious Diesheng Lao Chen said: This is how to do, how to do, and the child's illness can not be delayed, further delay would be ... ... he almost took the death of taboo words to say, He talked about the inability to squat down-and here the body, think of this woman picked up the tragic fate of the leap, can not stop wiping his wet too many cases, how these disasters are a woman who fell on the head of a leap it! This God is not opening the eyes ah! He said to himself bitterly.
doctor thought for a while, and Wu said: if you do not your wife, you just do a paternity test with her look.
Wu immediately agree that this is what he wanted to find out the truth over the years. Although the wife always refuses to admit that he had another man, but he suspected the reason was conclusive, because his wife was pregnant and gave birth to Yan Yan during that period, he served in prison just did not tell his wife walk through the sexual intercourse.
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the special matter through the help of the hospital, two days after the paternity test results came out, the result is proved Yan Wu flesh and blood. See the results of Wu, his wife and the daughter of some guilt, just felt a little guilty feeling nervous as he was to spend the earth's Yan Liang have been lost like the reaction. Wu With this certificate of paternity, smoldering resentment and suspicion in his heart his wife unfaithful heart disease, suddenly digestion, into an heavy guilt.
Wu in prison that year that his wife was pregnant and gave birth to a baby girl, when his wife asked him how to dispose of prison, his fury back: I went to see that the wild species, to strangle her. He was furious to a head, he could not believe they served two years in prison, his wife was pregnant would be his species. He did not think of that year to the prison to visit his wife when the consent of the prison, he and his wife with his wife, like all prisoners, as in that room, Wife told him, can not believe he died, only that it was a sex to conceive a child. He suspected his wife viciously physically lost and lonely but with a wild man. After he was released from prison, had intended to divorced the unfaithful wife, but he is old, nearly thirty years old, has been in prison, his family and very poor, there is no condition to marry, not to mention that he and a daughter, wife and dependents. Difficulties in one of these bundles, so that he choked back down Drink whenever he was drunk, it will be something to his wife beaten and verbally abused. For he shall not eliminate his wife while serving his sentence in his illicit sexual relations with the wild men of the doubt. He had also repeatedly asked his wife that vain evidence, so that the old want to look by his wife lost a Lao Chen to find his house that day when, he immediately comes to mind is to see that to help his wife two months after leaving the daughter to work in Guangzhou. But he is no evidence that another of his brothers seem to have had grace, he did not find evidence not before the brothers fell out with that good. In fact, even if he lost his wife to find the time when the bread where. But he still wanted to look at the year by his wife lost a He asked the doctor to immediately take his bone marrow to save his own daughter. As if he had to do with their own marrow saved the swallow, you can make up for his wife all these years of suspicion and beatings, and these He is in this thing, as atonement to do.
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Yan's own mother's bedside in Yan, Yan done in the day after bone marrow transplantation. Although very successful bone marrow transplant, but Yan was very weak, she was always after chemotherapy, coma. Doctor said if she could 度过危险期, she had saved, and now done a bone marrow transplant, is only half the battle, the other half depends Yan Guo body can carry the risk of this treatment period.
Yan Yan's mother birth mother, accompanied by, went to Yan's bedside, Yan is still in a coma in the state. Yan's face was very pale and very swollen, but she could see that her daughter is very beautiful, face like her face shape: round, oval shape, slightly. She looked at Martin, tears could not stop the flow of splashed out how this child's life so damned hard! I went to see that the wild species, to strangle her. Then her husband's voice shouting in her ear, and again in her ears like a thunder-like sound. She then gave birth to the baby girl, not only suspected her unfaithful husband, is the husband's family said her neighbors and gossip, especially her mother called her a bitch, do not look at her bedside to see her and the children of this hardy .
finished the day she came home from prison visits, sitting on the bed looking at the infant in the baby, hated pity. Hate her not to do her daughter, pity she was born to suffer so much misery. No way she can lose her, she can not afford to support her. If she lives with the baby, she can not go out to work, will cut off the source of material life, then she can take a piece of this baby starved to death, not to mention she was also a three year old daughter needs support. So she had to throw away the baby, and then go out to work to make a living, this is her only way out. That night, the weather is not very cold, but she always felt that night in her life experienced the coldest night. She gave the baby his last milk feed, a person holding the baby girl foot deep, shallow kick went toward night. Wood her heart all the way, no tears for the baby that she lost her tears things came later. That night she did not cry, instead she still felt a little lost girl put it, were too quick on her breath a lot of the burden will be light, there is a feeling like the rejection of the burden. She also did not find it very sad, and I feel like a wound after being chopped, lost, like pain, but she was again in the heart to take over the sleeping baby on the arms has been said: Do not blame your mother a child, I was can not just do it. Mom Or do you and your sister and mother would starve to death ... ... At this point, she looked at Martin lying on the bed - the year she lost the baby, can not help but reach out and touch face swollen Yan , tears dripping big stars to be big stars to the surface. That night, she was holding the baby come out of the village's gravel road, the weather still mild, not too cold, no rain, the sky Meiyue quietly hung in the sky. She put the baby into a prominent dry roadside grass, based on her experience to judge: as usual this time, the road will have a night person. After doing all that she, like the thief usually hide behind the roadside a mound to a faint luminous stare at girls, see that no one to pick, if in case no one picked up, she had to make another plan, not so lost here on whether she, or what the beast will be eaten by wild dogs. But probably over ten minutes, she saw a man pick up a flashlight to infant in the baby, she almost jumped out to grab back. But at last she covered her mouth, tears, watched the shadow of the baby taken away by that strange ... ...
Yan's mother came forward and gently wake Yan.
Yan drowsily opened his eyes, he saw a strange woman was sitting on her bed crying, she looked at this strange woman Leng Leng, was tortured by the disease for a time some dull mind reaction, however.
mother came up to the Yan said: Yan'er, your mother see you.
Yan a, nose suddenly sour. The past two days has been renowned for her real mother is looking forward to finally appeared in her eyes, she could not stop the tears streaming down. Mom ... Mom ... she shouted this soon, no longer speak, she wanted to sit up and clinging to the birth mother, then she would not let her throw it away, but she was very weak, shouted the mother soon after , whole body strength is something like taking the time out of her all, no effort can make a. The day when she learned that his personal life, she to look forward to the pleasure of seeing their real mother before his death, but two days we have not contact with the real mother, and now renowned for her real mother suddenly, like a Like a beautiful dream that she was afraid to soon disappear. She then feebly stretched out his right hand from the quilt, to seize the real mother's hand, unwilling to let go and would like to last forever cling.
real mother is also a time there are too many words to the daughter of this hardy, but she do not know how to say, she then placed his hand on her daughter's hand gently with the other hand stroked her daughter's face and hair, not stop to cry and said: Mom you're sorry.
Yan said: Mom, I do not blame you, really I do not blame you.
Yan cried when she heard her mother and forgive her words, her soul like a numb the more pressure there is one thing more tight.
Yan said with tears: Mom, I'm afraid never see you again. You will see me? Would you want me?
Yan These statements have heard her infant in the night The shadows taken away to be issued when the baby cries again, these sound like the same Ge Jian Dao left her heart bleeding. She could not help but to cry and said: Mom will see you. She will come ... ... could not continue, and began to cry.
Yan hear real mother to say that, feeling very happy. She also found that the mother had been standing behind the real mother, is secretly wipe the tears, the simple peasant woman, young women of her leap, like when the parents support. The two own their home the children had gone to high school, she was on it, and adoptive mother for her family is also preparing for college, this situation is the most precious of her life. Then she was standing behind the mother real mother cried: Mom.
Yan heard shouting at her mother, sometimes some of the reactions to similar approached and asked: What is it?
Yan struggling to lift his right hand, pull the hand into the real mother mother's hands, and then she gave her hand and hold their hands and said: Mom, I feel very happy, I In this world there are two good mother. If my disease can be good, will I grow up, and you must be a before, never said separation could not stop coughing ... ....
mother seeing, they wiped tears and said: Hello a little rest, I told your mother to go outside.
Yan cried and said: No, Mom, I have not done a thing.
mother Q: What happened?
Yan on the real mother said: Mom, you have a bad relationship with their father is not it? Can you tell me to talk about it?
real mother sighed and said: Hello,UGG boots clearance, After these things so we'll talk.
Yan said: No, Mom, I want to understand.
so real mother said she and Yan Yan with the pro-father could not have been to the point where, Yan pro-dad to her each time drunken bacchanal will often beat her. She last played badly, she really can not stand, workers have come to the county towns. She did not tell him her address and phone number to work, only to tell his son. See her here today, is the son called to tell her. After listening to
Yan said: Mom, dad's cell phone number you have it?
real mother Q: Do you want his phone number to do?
Yan said: I want to give Dad a call and tell him a few words.
real mother is a great immediate response, saying: Do not call him, he come to my immediate left.
Yan said: Mom, Dad really that you hate it? Mom Dad you forgive it. Me, him?
real mother is looking at this simple but poor daughter does not know how to explain to her father her problems with her parents. She then said: You do not control these, so you come out of a repeat.
Yan said: Why? Mother.
mother inserted the sidelines said: Yan'er, you do not make life difficult for your mother, you have these things small, so you grow up you'll understand.
Yan asked mother: Mom, you've had a good with the father is not, why they can not as good as your dad live with it?
mother said: These things you will grow up, will know, if nothing else, I first went out with your mother, you rest.
swallow some disappointment on the real mother said: Mom and Dad a piece of you can come to me, a picture taken with my photo it?
real mother said: you do not much like, OK, a little rest, so you come out, let's say. Then she stood up and walked out of the foster mother a ward.
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Yan Yan's real mother with the mother out of the room,UGG bailey button, just one in the corridor, they came and saw the face of Wu. Yan's real mother immediately turn left, Miss chasing the past shouted: Lin.
Lin hot pursuit from the husband to ignore her like a frightened rabbit received the same, to find a place to quickly escape the devil's husband. However, Miss catch up, pull her over the past few brutal voice was tenderly said: Lin I have something to tell you.
Lin throw off his hand, said angrily: If I told you not to talk about it.
Wu Yan's life experience since after that, it is his suspicion that his wife and in revenge beating them deep remorse. But Wu is a Siyaomianzi man, throw off the hand of his wife after he was found surrounded by onlookers, a moment Jiangzainali know what to do. He looked at his wife's body bloated, twisted in anger went forward, he suddenly has a huge knife in his heart remorse overcame them. Front of the wife is away, then ignored her family's objections, to marry him that a poverty-stricken man. He know what's good all day, along with a bunch of punks living an idle life, full and outside the house by the wife of a man manage. He had never been so grateful his wife and, on the contrary it has always been that he felt his wife should do. Especially with the things Yan after he was released from prison on suspicion of his wife's infidelity and his wife were frequently beaten and verbally abused. When he saw Yan, see the book goes on paternity, after he returned home that night could not sleep anymore, and he swore this life must be good to his wife, his wife and Yan make up their own fault.
his wife will see the door out of the hospital, they ran to. In the hospital gate, he caught up with her, and shouted: Lin, go home.
Lin stared at him, saying: If you do a little bit of conscience, you will see in Yan'er's sake, give me a break.
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Lin failed to divorce her husband because she feared her husband would divorce very serious consequences: a son, would cause great harm, because she and her husband she did not want divorce and his son made fun of by others. There is no culture, she is a rural woman, no money, no potential, now old and could not rely on a man can find. Although she has hated this man, but at least future old, she can have a quiet place - army for the old house (old she wanted to in the future, in that old house with Miss separated before, had all of the .) If she divorced him in her consciousness, is to be Miss out the door, even a quiet nest in the future will not be found, it will be like that old woman living on the streets begging. Many times I saw her under the arch of the old woman living by begging, like a miserable old bitch to sleep in the bridge opening, like in the. She was afraid that the outcome, and now she can support herself as a caregiver to the city, she wages a caregiver most of the body used in raising his son, a small part of her survive old age. Her son will have no filial piety, not hold too much hope, because she is not filial piety in the village had seen too many things, not to mention her own and her husband are not filial to their parents, so she had sons and daughters of old people is very clear is unreliable.
Wu wrote: I know you used to be I'm sorry, you come home with me, and I promise not to do in the future for you.
Lin wrote: I would also like to do something, good point at home to take care of your son. I will send money to his son's time. She finished a turn toward the road went.
Wu looked at his wife go away in the flow of people in the aging body bloated but, suddenly Yankuangshirun out. His wife's life is like her body, like all dedicated to his best, yet left to their own aging.
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Lin went to the hospital the next day to visit the Yan Yan has not yet out of danger of, but also an enormous amount of medical expenses. Lin learned from the mouth of Yan Yan's mother spent the illness has a more than thirty thousand dollars, while Yan's parents talked to her to borrow money without the words. But Martin, after all, is her own daughter, and now she recognized since abandoned this had been his daughter, she can not just not a little money, so make life difficult not only conscience, but outsiders will say to her gossip. Yan for how to deal with the things her husband, she did not ask, nor ever thought to ask,Bailey UGG boots, because that is his thing, with his wife she now has a higher status in name only. That day, she returned to owner after they took out their books, the above seven dollars have been saved, it is she was ready to save a little money in retirement. Took leave of absence in her home on the east, preparing the way to the bank teller, her phone rang, a call from Wu. She did not want to take the call, you can still pick up and not stop, said she turned on: if we never can tell, you do not come back ... ...
Wu hastily interrupted his wife's scolding, said: You hurry to the hospital, Yan dying.
Lin Some do not believe like that: I just was not also good to see her do?
then phone rang Wu of other women's voices, which came the sound is: You tell her, I told her she did not believe it. This sound coming from Yan's mother disappeared immediately sound: big sister was really, ah, you said Come on Come on ... ... crying out.
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Martin pushed the operating room after the rescue, her real mother also rushed to the hospital upon her book. Yan's mother she asked quickly: Majoring in how it going?
Yan's mother slumped on the bench in the corridor, said: trying to rescue it!
Lao Chen sigh: I hope that God opening the eyes, so that children can safely 度过危险期 like.
Lin Wu went in front of us: you do not worry, this child was lucky, nothing would happen.
Lin cursed at him: You certainly do not worry, if you worry about her, she would not fall to this point today. This is your victims!
Wu habitually back scolded: put your mother ass, which can blame me. Lin Wu
kicking foot crossed the curse: you die of blood, of course you say no to blame you you, your conscience has long been the dog ate it.
Wu habitually Lin a slap in the face, then shouted: let your mother ass. These days because of his wife, Yan created the appearance of guilt and regret, suddenly such a publicly scolded by his wife and left his wife Xianhen out.
several others seeing this, quickly stepped forward to urge said: to the point where things are now arguing it can solve any problem.
Wu was persuaded others to open, no longer say anything to sit through the floor of the bench, the adsorption stuffy smoke, leaving his wife for his curse!
Half an hour later, opened the door to the operating room, doctor came out from the inside, Lin came up like crazy the first to ask a doctor: a family are eagerly ask your doctor swallow the ground before the situation.
doctor sadly and replied: want to cry, but cry. Wu quickly stepped forward to hold on to her, and she a long time before the pressure of cross God. Lao Chen them all into the operating room, covered with white cloth lying on the operating table one of the Yan Jingjing, like sleep-like.
Lin Yan went to the body of pain before, clinging to his hand that was abandoned daughter, but her ashes swollen face and wept to kiss, kiss again, never say not any more.
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